How Can I Have all this and Not be Happy?
How can I have all this
And still not be happy
How do I feel so alone?
With so many surrounding me
Words are my pain
Life is my canvas
Experience is my shame
Depression is seductive
It’s a strange place to be
When you can’t trust yourself
Trying to find strength
From a bottle on the shelf
The tears hit the floor
And echoes in my ears
I have to look in the mirror
In order to face my fears
The broken child looking back at me
Winks with a mischievous eye
Today is another day
When are you going to start living your life?
Yeah been there done that
But now I found a new kind of lonely
How can I have all this
And still not be happy?