A Revolving Cage?

I am dry for something more to say to her and the bus is moving so slowly as if its destination would never come and I don’t even enjoy the freedom of this open road. Outside the bus, the western sky is a beautiful blue. Such sweet blue is curled around the sun but inside the bus it is so hot, clammy and noisy and I wonder a lot why all the other people in the bus had so much to talk to each other about when Charlotte and I didn’t have anything to say to the other.
This was the fitting example of the tone of our relationship for three years.
Very little to talk to each other about and we have always been two desolate islands standing against each other, lost and abandoned. The problems we needed to fix ran deeper, leagues and leagues into the ocean of our relationship. Charlotte was very physically attractive in a fragile way. I was animated with her but never flirtatious around her.
I have always been flirty with other girls but this lack and the dilemma was also a problem

